Tuesday, April 5, 2011
A song to the world!
There are many things I wish I could write about. So many different thoughts, so many different feelings. Unfortunatly I have run out of time, and as this song suggest it's time for me to fly. I'll leave it up to you to sort through my sporatic blog.
Almost Everyone Else
Hey, I can't think of a single person who I won't mean these words too. So this goes out to everyone, my friends and my distant family members. It goes out to the woman I am in love with, it goes out to the man who does not believe in me. This goes out to my father, who alone did not warrant an entire post. This goes out to every enemy I have ever had, and every friend I've ever known. To list a few, here are the people I care about from the top of my head. All of them real.
Chris, Doug, Ruth, Layne, Lance, Sharlynn, Sharie, Angie, John, Alex, Jaden, Sammi, Mischa and Sascha, Brenda, Mike, Daniel, Danny, Loretta, Maurice, Beth, Logan, Michquade, Jason, Levi, Michelle, Jared, Mike, Kenny, Billy, Jenny, Mirii, Piah, Yuna, Cathy, Matt and Mike, Mike and Matt, Pope, Goldberg, Bon, Jessica, Kim, Steve, Joe, Maria, Ghost, Terry, Chris, Lena, Rick, Rob aka Skinny Bones aka Dust, Jesus aka mike, Amy, Brian, Shane, Cody, Rhino, Brent, Dean, Thomas, Gin, Will, Bonez, Skyler, Bobbi, Bob, Joanna, Vicki, Tyson, Melvin, Tim, Ardene, Patricia, Tyler, Joe, and last but not least, Beautiful Beautiful Malka.
There are many more people that I care for in life, these are just some of the few that come to my immediate attention. The repeats are different people entirely.
I want all of you know that I'm wishing you the best life possible. If you didn't make the list, and even if we don't know each other, I wish you the same kind of happiness. I'm sure if we met or knew each other personally you would accept these as being true words. "Life is what we create."
Chris, Doug, Ruth, Layne, Lance, Sharlynn, Sharie, Angie, John, Alex, Jaden, Sammi, Mischa and Sascha, Brenda, Mike, Daniel, Danny, Loretta, Maurice, Beth, Logan, Michquade, Jason, Levi, Michelle, Jared, Mike, Kenny, Billy, Jenny, Mirii, Piah, Yuna, Cathy, Matt and Mike, Mike and Matt, Pope, Goldberg, Bon, Jessica, Kim, Steve, Joe, Maria, Ghost, Terry, Chris, Lena, Rick, Rob aka Skinny Bones aka Dust, Jesus aka mike, Amy, Brian, Shane, Cody, Rhino, Brent, Dean, Thomas, Gin, Will, Bonez, Skyler, Bobbi, Bob, Joanna, Vicki, Tyson, Melvin, Tim, Ardene, Patricia, Tyler, Joe, and last but not least, Beautiful Beautiful Malka.
There are many more people that I care for in life, these are just some of the few that come to my immediate attention. The repeats are different people entirely.
I want all of you know that I'm wishing you the best life possible. If you didn't make the list, and even if we don't know each other, I wish you the same kind of happiness. I'm sure if we met or knew each other personally you would accept these as being true words. "Life is what we create."
Mother (Again)
Hey mom, again. This is a beautiful song by a beautiful singer. Fitting for a beautiful woman. He's the one who sang try not to cry, the video I showed you a long time ago. I heard this and it just filled me up, because it's so dead on right. I'm missing you so much right now. I'd go wake you up and cry in your arms but you need me to be strong right now. Plus, you get a bit cranky when disturbed during your sleeping hours. ;) A light attempt at humour, if for my sake and not yours. Alright, well, I'll call you when I can. I can't keep writing about you on here, it's just going to make things worse for me, I love you.
Mother
Reality sank in tonight and you approached me out of the blue with the saddest face I've ever seen on you. I'm so sorry mom, I'm so sorry. I love you so much, thank you for being here for me through all of these years. I've been dreaming about your sadness for quite some time now, and it hurt me to see you like that. I didn't let you see me crying back. I know you are going to miss me, I know that by the time you read this you will be missing me still. Look mom, you are the most beautiful woman on the face of the earth. You are my creator, and I am in love with you. Thank you again for all that you have given me. Thank you for your faith, and your love, your kindness, and your undying understanding for me as your son; a growing man. I'm going to be okay, I promised pat and myself that I would keep in touch whenever I can. So look to the future and not the past, and before you know it you will see me again. And if you ever want a hug from me just close your eyes and feel my arms around you. I know how much I mean to you, there isn't a single thing in this world that could replace the love you have given me. Terry is going to take care of you, he is a good man with a good heart. Chris will be Chris, but you know he loves you. His time for change is upon him, you are going to have to guide him still, as you have guided all of us.
Be strong mom, you are beautiful and I miss you so much already. I wish you could see my tears, but then again I don't. Okay, I'm going to go now mom. Keep me in your heart please, I need to be there. I love you so much, and I'm always missing you even though I know, that you and I are both wrapped up in the blanket of love only a mother and her child can share. Oh and hey, remember that time when I closed my eyes and walked down the sidewalk right into a pole? I hit that thing harder than I intended... but my goal was to make everyone laugh and smile. It worked of course, but something I never told anyone was that... my eyes were actually open. So smile mom. Laugh even. Just don't be too sad while I'm away. This world is can be a cold hearted place and if anyone knows of it's dangers it's you. And you've taught me so well. So in a sense I am prepared for whatever life throws at me. You've given me a life which has made me strong. My eyes are open just as much now as they were back then, only it's not a pole I'm headed for, it's happiness. Giant hugs, I love you mom.
Be strong mom, you are beautiful and I miss you so much already. I wish you could see my tears, but then again I don't. Okay, I'm going to go now mom. Keep me in your heart please, I need to be there. I love you so much, and I'm always missing you even though I know, that you and I are both wrapped up in the blanket of love only a mother and her child can share. Oh and hey, remember that time when I closed my eyes and walked down the sidewalk right into a pole? I hit that thing harder than I intended... but my goal was to make everyone laugh and smile. It worked of course, but something I never told anyone was that... my eyes were actually open. So smile mom. Laugh even. Just don't be too sad while I'm away. This world is can be a cold hearted place and if anyone knows of it's dangers it's you. And you've taught me so well. So in a sense I am prepared for whatever life throws at me. You've given me a life which has made me strong. My eyes are open just as much now as they were back then, only it's not a pole I'm headed for, it's happiness. Giant hugs, I love you mom.
Monday, April 4, 2011
The Universe
You can't tell me that the Universe does not travel through all of us. You couldn't tell me that there is no such thing as a spirit, or a soul. You can't even tell me that there is no such thing as a God; a guiding energy that brings all things together. I mean... I guess you could tell me these things, but I just wouldn't believe you. In all it's wonder here we are, a stranded people. It makes sense to think that everything we need is here on our home. All you have to do is look for it and accept it in the form it takes. Be it a family, a job, a love, or inner peace.
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